Molly

beeeeeeeep @ 2006-08-16T22:53:00

2006-08-17T02:53:54Z

3 more days until I move into college!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

beeeeeeeep @ 2006-08-05T17:20:00

2006-08-05T21:32:09Z

Exactly two more weeks. I was suppose to move into my new apartment on the 13th, but my friends are picky, and in order to get a better floor, better building and better view, we have to wait until the 19th to move in. I am fine with it though, because now we have a second floor balcony with the pool view, before we had a first floor balcony (yes, it's sitting right on the ground..gay) with a view of the balconies of the building next to us. I can't wait to move out though. I only have 8 more days of work, and then I may or may not come back on some weekends to sub. I hope I like my classes this year. I have three Social Work classes, and I have no idea what they are, other then the fact that I have to take them. One communications class, where i have to give speeches...i will hate that. And then Japanese. I have been trying to take Japanese for 4 years now. I finally am able to. I was going to do post secondary my junior year of high school if i could find a place that offers japanese, but i couldn't, and I was planning on going to OSU and majoring in Japanese, but i ended up at firelands. So now, I finally get the chance after 4 years.

Other great news....all of you remember Natsumi??? I am so freaking excited. She is coming back in March. She is living with me up in my apartment in BGSU for a month around the end of Feb. to the end of March. She can't stay for more then a month because then she needs to get some other type of immigrant card or something, but she will be here for exactly one month. I can't wait. And it will be awesome because at that time I will be in the middle of the semester of Japanese 201...so she will be able to help and make sure I pass with flying colors. I wish she could be here during finals.

I am sick of seeing people I haven't seen in like a year. I hate those first looks they give me when I just know they're thinking "oh my god, she's gotten huge" I have gained 30 pounds since last August. Which is 40 pounds since i graduated highschool. But thirty pounds in less then a year is ridiculous. So if any of you haven't seen me in a while, just picture me looking like senor or something, and then when you do see me, i'll look pretty good. Thanks.

beeeeeeeep @ 2006-07-10T01:27:00

2006-07-10T05:27:25Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Summer TV sucks.)	✓ I own lots of books. (I love books...even if I don't read them anymore)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Both. And they suck.)	× I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
× I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (I've gotten mentally a lot more depressed.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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× I have broken someone's bones.	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I'll take anything that is free)	✓ I need/want money right now. (College is so freaking expensive)
× I love sushi.	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair. (But most people don't know it.)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas. (But if i ever go there i sure will)	✓ I have at least one sibling. (Two.)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (I wore a fake thumbnail one day for a few hours)	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look. (And I don't care if anyone else does.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (I'd never lie to Nathan, and I have no other good friends.)	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (I bet if you ask Nathan he'd say I do anyways.)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	✓ I slept with a roommate. (I've slept as in sharing a bed, not sex.)
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends. (I have two friends.)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex.	× I enjoy talking on the phone. (Hate it.)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop. (Don't love it, just do it a lot when i'm bored or depressed.)	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (What sane person doesn't?)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before. (Once. Well, one person.)
✓ I currently like/love someone.	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I know what I want to do, just don't think i'll ever be able to do it.)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (10+)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (Adult diapers-up to 10 a day.)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (Though i'm starting to think this year that I may be.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (I'm seriously not smart at all.)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (I'm shy aroung everyone.)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.	× I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (And it worked.)
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music. (All of it except Gretchen Wilson.)
✓ I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	✓ I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment. (Over all in the big picture, i suppose i'm happy.)
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. (I know what I am. I am nothing. Screw politics.)	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (I would if i got to choose, but i haven't got the chance.)
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (almost anyone though.)	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s). (like, not love.)	× I am comfortable with who I am right now. (it sucks, but i'm comfortable.)	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (all year round if i could get away with it.)	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles. (I LOVE ALL TURTLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (i spend $0 on makeup)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (i plan on it, but i'm not good at achieving things.)	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs. (i love office jobs.)	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	✓ I adore bright colours. (they're pretty nice.)	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (As those who know me say..my toes are my fingers.)	× I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (I love horses. it's been my dream to own one)	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring. (they just don't fit right.)
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (I hate Dave the over night guy. I wish he would die. Seriously.)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	✓ I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous. (almost. i spent 12th grade writing with my right hand, but i haven't really at all since then.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (the internet is the only place i talk to all but two or three.)
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (you can hug more people then you can kiss.)
✓ I want to own my own business. (Goal #3)	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (I wish i could afford professional help.)	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (not on a regular basis, but i've done it before.)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (definelty me.)	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (not sometimes, ALWAYS)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (I have no self-esteem or self-motivation.)
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (but only when i haven't slept for over 30 hours.)
× I would rather read than watch TV.	✓ I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (like every single one i get assigned.)
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	✓ I like most animals better than most people. (I'm definetly an animal person. I hate most people.)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (though i wish i could do it.)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (i've kissed them with a dead fish though.)
✓ I am compulsively honest. (with nathan i am, and it pisses both me and him off. especially when i'm talking about hot guys and dreams i have about them and stuff like that.)	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (whoops.)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	✓ I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (my cell phone. can't be anywhere w/o it. not even the shower.)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. (wish i could.)
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (some, but not most.)	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (they are.)	✓ I don't like to chew gum. (it makes me have to pee.)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (i'm very good at it, cause i've very anal about parking in the exact same spot in every parking lot i ever park in, and automatically walk that way when leaving a store.)	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	× I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	✓ I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
✓ I enjoy burritos.	✓ I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (i never finish anything.)
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	✓ I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (only like 3 days a week, but i'm getting better at it.)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

beeeeeeeep @ 2006-07-10T00:57:00

2006-07-10T04:57:25Z

Summer is working it's way to the end. One month and 4 more days until I move into my new apartment. It couldn't possibly go any slower. I'm enjoying my job a lot more now a days. Probably because I know it's almost over and i'm trying to pick up as many hours as I can so I can get some money stacked up for school. I think I am going to be fine this year. I forgot that I still have scholarships i'm getting.

I've been fishing a lot latley. I never thought i'd fish, but all summer on my days off i've been sleeping in until like noon or two, and when I go fishing, I actually get up by like 9. This whole past week i haven't slept in once. I'm so proud of myself.

I feel like going on a road trip. I have five days a week in a row off, I just wanna leave and not come back for a week. Just go by myself. I wish it wouldn't be so expensive though. Gas is horrible, but even if I don't go far, I still have to pay to stay in a hotel or camp ground or something every night. I don't think I could stand sleeping in my car. I really wanna go though, but I need the money for college. I wish there was some way I could go away and not have to pay to spend the night somewhere, or I wish I had friends that I could go away with, so that we could share the costs. :(

I wanna buy a house.

beeeeeeeep @ 2006-05-16T13:11:00

2006-05-16T17:11:55Z

Vacation Is Nice

Me again

2003-11-03T21:11:15Z

Today was a pretty good day. I brought my senior picture previews in to show everyone. Everyone seemed to like them..that made me happy. It's gonna be hard choosing which 4 i want to keep.

All the movies i was watching in school ended today..like at the end of the week last week i had 4 movie classes, 2 study halls, band and spanish...i dont think the day could get any better then that. I missed most the day friday..so the two movies that just ended today i was pretty lost in...o well..i was completly lost in the one anyway.

When i got home from school i went out side to talk to my mom and ended up raking a ton of leaves...i like raking leaves though...i love being outside...and it's been so freaking warm the past few days. I love going barefoot. I smell like a campfire now though :( I'm prolly gonna take a shower before i leave tonight. I've to drama at 6...er..5:55...haha...opening night for the first play is THURSDAY! that's only like 3 or 4 days away. Then the 2nd play were doing the opening night is next tuesday...so we've got a week and a day left for that one...i'm just on stage crew though...so i really got nothing to worry bout..lol...well for the one play i have one line and go on stage 3 or 4 times...but yeah...it's basically nothing.

This past weekend i had fun. Friday night i went to some party for all senors spanish classes...I ate a dounut really fast and we passed lifesavers w/ tooth picks..lol...then i went to ryan turinsky's house party...i was never invited by him...but i was by like 3 other people so it's all good lol...his dad i like funny..or really weird...or something...his mom has an awesome leopard room though..i wanna steal the whole thing...We watched the old version of the texas chainsaw massacre...it seemed pretty gay..i didnt' really watch any of it...ashley claims that the new one is 100 times better though and i should definetly see it..hmm..it was a fun night...then saturday i woke up at like 1:something...went over to nathans at 4...us and his parents went to lorain to the trip to hell thing...it was pretty cool..it gets ya thinking..and the abortion pictures are disgusting..and sad...that was another awesome day. I got home at like 11:15ish. Sunday was just kinda blah. We went to church and at like 1 my dad made me and natsumi come w/ him and mom to some hike in edison down that new path....i was about to kill my self..they stopped every 10 feet to talk for like 5 minutes about the history of something..and it was like 2 miles each way...me nat and my mom ditched the group almost right at the beginning.and then on the way back we got my dad out of it and we left....the rest of the people were prolly there for like 2 more hours...i'm never going to none of them things w/ my parents again.

I must depart now. I need to retrieve natsumi from swim practice. ADIOS

beeeeeeeep @ 2003-11-03T15:48:00

2003-11-03T20:52:20Z

Ok that last entry i saved to make sure it was working...and livejournal is gay and won't let me get back to it now...and now woodard webpage isn't letting me get the pictures from there...i don't know why it let me that first time. I give up..you seen one of my pictures...it's not one of the better ones...o well. Stupid internet.

Hola

2003-11-03T20:45:17Z

I got my senior pictures the other day. Check them out.

Hey

2003-11-02T23:07:15Z

I wish i continued updating this journal. I used to all the time...i sometimes get the urge to update..but i just don't know where to start...my irl journal is more important to me then this one...and i'm like 4 or 5 months behind on that one..so no wonder i never update this one.

My life is awesome right now. I love my friends, I love my boyfriend, I'm starting to like my family better...at least i can deal w/ them now, I love my schedual at school this year, I'm actually involved in things to give me something to do at night. I just miss having a job. My bank account is quickly diminishing...With all the drama practices..and next week swimming practices start (I dont swim, but i'm a manager) I only have Sundays off to be able to work...i don't think anyone would hire me like that.

2004 is coming too soon. I don't want to graduate, i don't want to leave my friends, i don't want to pay for college, i don't want to go off on my own. I want to be a freshman in high school again. I want many more years to spend w/ my friends and not worry about nothing Within the next year i'm gonna have to pull thousands of dollars out of my ass to pay for college...my parents won't pay for any. I need to apply at Ohio State one of these days..i plan on getting accepted there. I've planned on joining the Marines for the longest time. But i don't know. I think family is more important then joining. If I have a steady boyfriend when the summer of 2005 comes around i can say i'm most likely not joining. If my life seems to suck at that time and i have no idea what i'm doing in college and what type of job i'm gonna get and no close guy that I will be separated from, then maybe i will join. I can't join this summer because i am not physically able. My goal my first year of college is to get in shape so that if i decide to join, i will be able to.

My classes this year are the easiest i have had since like elementary school. I do not know how i am going to manage to get used to college classes again next year, cause this year is basically just stupifying me.

My senior year is already 1/4 of the way over. I can't imagin graduating. I have gone to school with these people almost 13 years now. It'll be so weird not seeing most of them ever again. I think i do have one advantage over my other friends though. I only have about 8 senior friends. I couldn't care less for most the rest of the class. My 8 friends are so close to me that i know we'll be able to keep in touch. All the rest of my friends are all 9th-11th graders. I'll know right where to find each and every one of them for the next one to three years...i'll be able to grow apart from them a little slower, cause only one of us will be moving off instead of both. By the time they all leave the lil town of Castalia i'll be used to not seeing them and being on my own and it won't be as hard.

I know college will be a blast though. I'll get to meet lots of new people, not deal w/ my parents...everyone there won't know anything about me, so i can change anything about myself w/o any one noticing...that is one thing i look forward to in college....getting a 2nd chance to start my life and change anything I may not like about it now.

But for now i'm enjoying my senior year the best i can....and it HAS been the best so far. I try ever day to not think about the future...i'm not very good at not thinking about it though. The future scares me.

beeeeeeeep @ 2003-03-29T03:02:00

2003-03-29T07:48:17Z

hola friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!

updating for the 2nd time in less then a week...are you proud of me or what? I'm at jill's house..when other time am i online at like 3 in the morning?...jill's talking on the phone w/ ched...ain't you proud of her?...boredom has over come me and my feet smell bad...ashley's feet don't smell...she's like special or something...i just can't figure out how to fix my problem...geeeeeeeeeezzzzzzz....errr...well i'm gonna go...sayonara

beeeeeeeep @ 2003-03-24T17:48:00

2003-03-24T22:54:37Z

hey every one...let me just sum up the past like 2 months quickly....i did a bunch of crap...yesterday i bought a sweatshirt at abercrombie that was originally $60 for only $5...and then today after school i've been giving my trumpet and cornet a bath...i'm freaking soaking wet...i have no idea what i'm doing...but i've finally got them out of the tub and they're laying in there drying...there both in like 50 different pieces...lol...i'm gonna have trouble putting them back together and figureing out which ones go w/ the trumpet and which the cornet...heh...yeah...i haven't been online much latley...first of all cause i got my interim and had an F in history...my dad had me off for a while..and then the fact that i get home from school about 3:00 and i leave for my friend, kendra, house everyday at like 3:45...and then i stay there til i got drama practice at 6...then i come home, take a shower..and go to bed basically....but we performed the musical this past weekend...so today i've had nothing to do...it's weird...i think i'll be back at drama tommorow though...i think a bunch of people are gonna go there every night this week and have a major prop room clean out spree...lol...that place is a mess...it really needs cleaned out sooo bad...so hopefully i'll get to do that this week...cause i can't stand having nothing to do all night....geezzz....well...sayonara...

beeeeeeeep @ 2003-01-30T16:29:00

2003-01-30T22:02:28Z

yay i'm updating again...i forget when that last time i updated was..so...lets just start w/ like yestday...cause i can't remember before then...school was canceled!!!..yay...i don't know why...cause i dont' think the roads were bad...i was glad though cause i stayed up late tuesday night watching shows...so then i got to sleep in...i got sick on like tuesday..it wasn't that bad...just like a screwy nose and throat...then yesterday morning i about killed my self..i felt so much like crap...but i took alot of medicine early in the morning...so i got better late in the day...it was soo boring though...it felt like i was home sick from school...cause i was sick and it was the middle of the week...i sat in my room and watched a bunch of home family vidios from back in the day...like 88 and 89..they're soo cute...then i worked 3-5...i was gonna call in and ask to come in early at 1..cause they always really realy need people between 1 and 3..but my mom went to some meeting and i didn't know when she'd be home...so i didn't bother to call...it was nice only working 2 hours...then i came home and took a shower and continued to watch home vidios...and reggie called...we talked for like almost 3 hours..i'm glad my parents went to bed..they'd have been up yelling at me to get off the phone forever..it's kinda odd that they did go to bed actually...but you'll have that...then i woke up this morning and actually wasn't tired..but i guess i still got like 7.5 hours of sleep...geez..that's more then i thought...haha...today...umm...school..yeah...we got our grade cards...i was soooo happy that i got a 3.5...cause when i found out mr. harbal screwed me over in trig and gave me a B..i figured i'd have a 3.33333...but i got an A in spanish!!!...yay...i'm so proud of my self...i got an A for the whole 1st semester in there too...i got a B in band..B for the semester...a B in history..B for the semester..but at the end of the year it'll be like an A..cause it's AP...in trig i got a B..B for the semester...Bio..A..A for the semester..i'm so proud of myself in that class...i have 99% A..and for the semester it's like a 97% or something..yay..english i got a B...B for the semester...so i have a 3.5 for this quarter..and like 3.3333 for the semester...but it'll go up at the end of the year when my history score gets another point....dude...i looked at last years grade card and i had a 3.6 something for all year...i thought it was lower then that...yay..hey...do any of you guys..well..that go to my school...which would prolly only include jill...remember debbie moon from 2nd grade?...i was talking to her online today...i haven't seen her in like 9 years...but i think she was one of my friends back in the day..hmmm

beeeeeeeep @ 2003-01-18T21:01:00

2003-01-19T02:03:50Z

oh..and by the way...happy 18th day of the year everyone..

long long time

2003-01-19T02:02:27Z

alot has happened lately...i dunno when i last actually updated...hmmm...well it's been an interesting past how ever long its been...hmm...well today i went shopping w/ melford...and i went last night to...and together in the two days, at the mall i bought 3 hooded sweatshirts for only $40...i was sooo proud of myself..and happy...i guess the middle of january is like a big sale time..cause EVERYTHING was on sale...i've been going to swim meets alot lately...i've paid for too many of them...so starting this morning i refuse to ever pay again...$4 is just tooo much for a swim meet...so me and mel just walked farther down the hall to the next door past the money taker..and that door, the people working in the concession stand had wedged open so that they could go in and watch their kids when they swam, so me and mel just went in there...it's better that way...lol..

today started out good..but then after the swim meet it just started to really suck greatly...but then it got good again...and i just don't feel like going into any more detail then that...lol...i'm just amazed that i'm updating at all....

i wanna say hi to my newly added friend...darkfantasia..it's been awhile so i forget how to make her name linked..and i don't feel like looking it up...so yay..hi to her...

and to all my other friends..hi to all of you...if any of you remember me...lol..

i just sneezed on myself...and i must say that it was very unplesant...i have all these wet spots down the front of my new hooded sweatshirt now...geezzzz...

yay...this weekend is a 3 day weekend...i just remembered that...how nice...last night i went to the movies and mall w/ melford we saw 'a guy thing'..it was ok..though i'm sick of chick flicks that are like the same ol story and you know how it's going to end the whole movie...o well...and spent the night @ mel's house, today i went to the swim meet and mall w/ melford..tommorow i'm going iceskating and movies w/ ashley i hope and see 'just married' and then monday i'm gonna go to like some mall somewhere w/ my mom and then come home and work @ the bloodmobile 3:30 - 5:30 w/ ashley for nhs..i'm not yet old enough to give blood, but come april, i'm gonna try and give it every 53ish days if i can

ok...i believe that is a long enough entry for now...

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-12-30T19:52:00

2002-12-31T00:54:32Z

happy 364th day of the year everyone!

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-11-13T16:27:00

2002-11-13T21:28:24Z

making lime green jello in the back of my truck with kendra and cheryl is very fun! yay rah fun.

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-09-01T22:53:00

2002-09-02T03:18:34Z

hey!!!...surprising, i know, but it's true, i actually am updating...

i've been really busy lately and haven't had the chance at all to update...i don't really have to chance now, all my family and relatives are out back and keep telling me to get out there...but my friends have commented and requested my returnal....i <3 ya guys....and i've been meaning to return, so what better time then now?

well since i've been gone, i went to band camp for a week....much much fun<3....i had to leave a day early though...): that sucked...but i went and picked up Mayuko like an hour after i got home...Mayuko was my japanese exchange student for a month....she was the best<3...i really miss her...she left august 19th...like 2 weeks ago from tommorow i believe...it seems like she's been gone lots longer, she liked it here, we did tons of crap, every night we went somewhere almost, and we went to cedar point for a day, and we brought her to niagara falls for a few days, so she got to visit canada and the us both, she's never been out of japan before then....sadly she left us...she says she's looking forward to coming back in a few years....next summer i'm going to japan to visit her for somewhere like 2 weeks or a month, however long i can fit in when she's out of school, i'm out of school and i don't miss my senior year of band camp...i'm looking alot forward to that....i've been saving money for like a year and a half now i think to go there...so after she left i had like a week of summer left, i went to cedar point again...i haven't gone there like very much at all this year, but i have every saturday off work now so i plan to go to halloweekends alot...then school started this past tuesday....i got a big locker..yay!...i <3 big lockers...i would've died if i got a small one...though i would've shared with my one friend if i did...and i dont' have mrs meyers this year!!!!!!!!!...that is like the best thing in the world...i got some new dude for math...mr harble i think...this is my schedual....

1st-US History Advanced Placement-Mr. Gravenhorst...that class is gonna be harder then crap....
2nd-Spanish 3-Senor....i think i'm gonna like this class alot better this year...cause we get to go on all kinds of trips and stuff....
3rd-Trig Pre-Calc-Mr. Harble....this class should be pretty easy....the teacher seems like an idiot..
4th-Biology 2-Mr King....i like mr king....i didn't like biology 1 though...i think i'll do better this year though, cause...i dunno why but i will
5th-Study Hall, i'm an aide for Band-Mrs Schmenk....all we've done is organize our new uniform pants all this week and number them and every thing...next week we'll be getting the jackets to do...it's like me, jena, amber and nicole all in there...
6th a+c-Advanced English-Mr Britton...it's english...i never do good or bad in that class...just normal...english...eh..
6th b-Lunch...i got a great lunch this year, every single one of my friends is in it, for the first time since ever, the closest we've ever been was in 7th grade we had all of us except one...so yay...though it still is the last lunch of the day...so they always run out of the good food cause we all get at the end of the line too...o well...
8th-Band-Mrs Schmeank.....band..fun fun...i <3 band, except for checking off songs...i love friday nights...they rock my socks...hehe...

yeah...that's my school day...fun fun stuff....

yesterday my grandma, grandpa, aunt, uncle and 3 cousins all came to my house for labor day....our yard looks like a campground...we've got 3 campers in our front yard and like a million cars...it's funny...my aunt and uncle are leavin tommorow, but i think my grandma and grandpa are staying like all week or something like that...

well...that's a long enough entry for now...

<3 molly

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-07-10T20:12:00

2002-07-11T00:20:04Z

hey...i just actually wrote a nice long update for my journal.and erased it

guess who doesnt' feel like writing it over?

yeah...that'd be me...so leave me a comment.make me feel loved

pretend theres like 7 long paragraphs above this.

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-07-10T19:43:00

2002-07-10T23:45:49Z

1. What do you most like about your body?: eyes
2. And least?: legs and stomach
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: nope
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: nope
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: nope

--Fashion---

1. Do you wear a watch?: nope
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: none
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: jeans
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: none are expensive
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: black shoes for work that make pretty black marks all over the floor that my boss just loves....heh.....and thongs any time i go any where else
6. Describe your style in one word: :eh..

---Your Friends---

1. Do your friends 'know' you?: nope
2. What do they tend to be like?: what do you mean?
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: huh?
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: none

---Music/TV/Film/Books---

1. Favorite band ever?: i dunno
2. Most listened to bands: -- lately it's been garth brooks, michelle branch, and system of a down
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yeah
4. Can you play an instrument?: i play trumpet....i can't really PLAY it though
5. Type of music most listened to?: country
6. Type never listened to?: classical
7. Favorite book?: a walk to remember

---Underwear---

1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: ick
4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: black i suppose
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: yes.
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: nope

---Religion---

1. Do you detest religion?: nope
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: i don't really care...
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: nope
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: praise the demon they follow

---Homosexuality---

1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: i dont' really think anything
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: if that's your thing...go for it
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children? i think it's ok

---General Questions---

1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: myself
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy@!@#%$&
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: i was really lucky when i was a month old....if i hadn't been i wouldn't be alive
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: nope
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: eh

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-06-27T22:22:00

2002-06-28T02:55:55Z

x. full name- molly
x. nicknames- moldy, moldy bologna and cheese, ida...ect..
x. city and state you were born in- sandusky, ohio
x. state you live in now- ohio
x. birthdate- 4-28-86
x. astrological sign- taurus
x. school- margaretta
x. hobbies- aol, friends, music, workin...not really a hobby..but i do it alot..
x. height- 5'6
x. shoe size- 8
x. righty or lefty- lefty

x. what..

x. what do you think about your attitude- it'll do
x. what do you think about life after death- you get buried in a coffin
x. what do you think about yourself- i'll be ok
x. what do you tell yourself when times get hard- it could be harder
x. what would you give your life for- a friend
x. what are you scared of- spiders...omfg..i've come to really hate spiders with a passion.
x. what would life be without friends- it'd be ok...i could make new ones.
x. without family- !!!!!!!!!!

x. the dream side of you..

x. do you dream alot- sometimes..i wish i did more
x. do you dream in black and white or color- colour
x. do you remember any of your dreams- yeah
x. what is your dream job- something that makes lots of money
x. where is your dream house- somewhere where it can be really big
x. what is your dream vacation- hawaii
x. do you believe that dreams are a gateway to your soul- yeah..kinda

x. family..

x. parents' names- mom and dad
x. do you live with both of them- unfortunetly
x. any siblings if so, what are their names- 2 brothers...dumb and dumber
x. do you get along with your siblings- no
x. do you get along with your parents- no

x. do you..

x. do you write in an journal or diary- yeah
x. do you keep an orginizer- nope
x. do you believe in love at first sight- not really
x. do you believe that every person has a soulmate- kinda
x. do you believe in God- yeah
x. do you believe in everyone [even the beyond helpless]- yeah pretty much
x. do you believe in a strong education- i suppose...
x. do you believe in horoscopes- nah
x. do you believe in yourself- yeah
x. do you shower daily- yup
x. do you cry easily- nope
x. do you believe in Heaven- i guess
x. do you believe in Hell- just the same
x. do you believe in reincarnation- not really

x. favorites..

x. day of the week- tuesday and friday
x. ice cream- tofts fudge brownie a la mode
x. movies- a walk to remember
x. actors- shane west josh hartnett heath ledger matt damon
x. actresses- leelee sobieski..or however you spell it, julia stiles
x. quote- if you try and don't succed, cheat. Repeat until caught. Then lie.
x. songs- right now i like #6 on michelle branch's cd...i haven't bothered to ever look and see what the name of it is....
x. music bands- umm...who ever..
x. holiday- christmas
x. season- winter <333333333333333333 i love winter.
x. colors- orange and black
x. flowers- red roses...also<3333333333333333333

x. when you hear ___ you think of..

x. baseball- gay guys
x. jeff- my uncle
x. dog- this dog that tryed to attack me at work today by jumping out it's window into mine.
x. warm apple pie- mcdonald's apple pies.
x. socks- fun!
x. fish- this house that had a fish pond in the floor that i was watching about last night.
x. nail- polish
x. amanda- write
x. swimming- pool
x. bologna- moldy bologna and cheese
x. giant eagle- grocery store
x. a nun- old ladies
x. the number 69- eh...
x. school- no....................

x. friendship..

x. which of your friends..
x. is the funniest- kasey
x. you tell your dreams to- no one
x. you tell your fears to- none of um
x. you go to advice for- nope
x. have dreamt about you- i dunno...i remember kayleah telling me i was in her dream like a month ago...but other then that..i dunno
x. knows everything about you- no one does...
x. you tell your secrets to- no one
x. is the most shy- jill
x. is the loudest- ashley
x. can't live without- i could live without them
x. is the most trendy- they think they are..they're not though...
x. is the most annoying- jill mostly lately
x. lives the farthest away- uhh.sarah..
>x. lives the closest to you- hmm...jill ashley or jena...i dont' relaly know my way around catalia that much..so i'm not sure
x. most like you- kendra i suppose...
x. what do you look for in a friend- someone who accepts who i am

x. questions..

x. if you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why- the moon prolly..cause i like it better.
x. what color do you think best describes you and why- black..cause...
x. if you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing- making out with a hot guy....uhh...yeah...
x. would you ever share you heart completely with someone else if yes- who if no- why not- yes..when i meet that someone else...i haven't yet..
which sense could you not live without- hearing most likely...
x. if you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why- nothing really..
x. do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors- i like sleeping outside beneath the stars..but i don't cause it's too lonely out there and i'll like get raped or something...i <3 camping and stuff and sleeping in my tent...
x. what is the most beautiful thing in the world- i am...j/k...i dunno...
x. name one person whose changed your life for the better- ?
x. what can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both- i dunno
x. if you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to- i can't say..i'd only say if i were actualy dieing..
x. what is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in- funny people...
x. if you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why- i dunno...it'd be cool to meet elvis...haha..no...i dunno...the pope...yeah....eh..no...someone else...
x. and finally, what makes you you- i do.

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-06-27T22:21:00

2002-06-28T02:24:40Z

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-06-27T22:18:00

2002-06-28T02:21:08Z

i think i'm gonna make my journal non-friends only...it's not like i ever actually update anyway..so be happy every one!

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-03-30T20:26:00

2002-03-31T01:30:00Z

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!$@#%$%&%^*

well..tommorow..but i'll never get on....

beeeeeeeep @ 2002-02-17T22:05:00

2002-02-18T03:09:09Z

I do update my journal..you just gotta add me as a friend